Same story. This pandemic has been an absolute crap fest. I don’t typically say things like this, but this year has sucked total ass. I am someone who focuses on gratitude, but it has been hard this year. Your dad is in a much better place now. It was his time. He loved you and knew you loved him. Seeing him more or less would not have changed that. Again, I’m very sorry. Losing a parent is not easy....at all.